Everyone keeps asking if we know anything yet about where we are moving. NOPE. Nadda. Nothing.
Am I worried? Well, at times I let it worry me, but I'm getting really good at giving that worry back over to God. We are still moving forward. Our house has "sold"...that process takes a month or so, so at least we aren't homeless. My house is slowly getting packed up. We ordered the moving van, etc. But we are still in the dark about where we are going. Last we have heard is that it will be end of June now before we hear from the seminary boards. (Thanks to the Southern Baptist Convention convening this month).
My wise husband calmed me with some really great wisdom in regards to having to wait. I am still in charge of Thrive's children's ministry until June 23. The thought of giving that over to someone else is killing me, so I'll blog about that one when I come to peace with it. (See, it's a journey). But Michael helped me see that if God reveals NOW where we are to go, then mentally I'll check out of Grand Forks and all my responsibilities here, and I'll start viewing my new life in the new location. God still has plans for me here and I need to keep my focus on where I am planted until the uprooting process pulls my final roots.
Isn't that how we are with everything in our lives? When our kids are babies, we can't wait for them to sit up. Then we can't wait for them to walk. Then talk. Then drive. (Well, I'm not sure I'm looking forward to that one just yet!) It seems we are always looking ahead for the next best thing. At our jobs, we are always looking for the next promotion. The next step. God is teaching me now to enjoy the journey where it has taken me RIGHT NOW. Tomorrow is another day. God will be there waiting so I don't have to worry or fret. My God is a God who never forgets. He's holding my world in His hands. So, I'll just keep on being me and doing what I do. When God shows up with "orders", I'll be ready. But for now, I'm still firmly planted in Grand Forks.
"There has never been the slightest
doubt in my mind that the God who started this great work in you would
keep at it and bring it to a flourishing finish on the very day Christ
Jesus appears." Philippians 1:6 The Message
So beautiful Becky. Thank you for sharing.
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